A New Chapter

FINALLY! I have something to write about! Yesterday I embarked on a new chapter in my life. A chapter that is going to be filled with pain, agony, and wishing I had never started. I found myself a personal trainer. After years of being unhappy with myself, I bit the bullet and pinched the wallet and got me one of those horrid things! I will be joining my wonderful trainer twice a week for the next year to get to my goal of ...wait for it ...wait for it...15 % body fat! Yeah you dont even want to know what it is now. I am excited, yet terrified to start this journey. I know that this is something that I have been wanting to do for a very long and never had the courage to actually take the step in the gym. By the way, that was the worst part of this whole thing, going into that gym and thinking to myself, "everyone in this gym is thinking that I am the biggest person here and there is not wonder I am there". I know...I know... that is not the way to think, but I couldn't help it. All my life I have been super worried about what people thought! Hopefully, a year from now, I will be thinking the same thing, only in a healthier manner.